Thank you for your support. There is comfort in hearing that others feel/felt as I do now. The appointment is still days away so that continues to be disheartening however as was mentioned, I know what my TSH level SHOULD be (where I feel my best) and hope and pray there is a way to get back there. Meanwhile the tears come on when I least expect it or want it and physical symptoms of stomach discomfort and little desire to eat compound the issue. I will continue to check in with this support site and thank you again for your responses. I wouldn't wish any of this thyroid business on anyone.